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Song - Tenderly by Nat & Alex Wolff
All videos are my own, I was filming in the car on my way to and home from visiting family in England. I get really homesick and it gets to the point where I burst into tears and have panic attacks so I was filming/ editing this and writing to calm myself down. I chose this song in particular because it makes me hurt in my chest and if music does that, then it's doing it's job. Music is supposed to make you feel things. Some other song choices were Life Of The Party by ATL, Never Apart by Benny and Public Places also by Nat & Alex but I would've most likely had a copyright strike for ATL and tbh Tenderly made me feel the most emotions out of the 4 songs.
2. Bands On Crack/ Mike as a YTer.
I'm sorry to have to say this but I most probably won't be making Mike as a YouTuber. Due to the recent allegations, I'd feel mad at myself if I made it now. Did I have a script? Yes. But if these allegations turn out to be true, I will no longer be able to support Mike. I'll still love PTV until the grave but I can't support a predator so I'll only show my love to Jaime, Vic and Tony. I haven't been able to make bands on crack because I've just felt so unmotivated because I don't want to make a video showing an alleged predator.
3. if the allegations are true, will I keep my older videos up?
Yes, because I'm proud of them and despite them featuring an alleged predator, I still love those videos and want people to see them.